Happy birthday Mr Armseeker!!!!!

    

Selamat ulangtahun kelahiran encik suami tersayang...... Semoga panjang umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan kesihatan yang baik. Moga ikatan kita kekal hingga ke akhir hayat dan semoga kita berdua panjang umur bersama, dan aman damai sentiasa.

Terima kasih kerana hadir dalam hidup saya waktu saya sangat-sangat nemerlukan. Terima lasih kerana bersabar dengan segala kerenah saya, dan terima kasih kerana sentiasa menyokong segala usaha saya. Terima kasih kerana menjadi ayah yang terhebat untuk Raniah Zawanah.

Semoga dengan pertambahan umur hari ni, memberi pertambahan rezeki untuk ayang dan kita sekeluarga. Mama dan Raniah sayang abah sangat-sangat. <3 <3

Jadual Waktu STPM Baharu Penggal 2 tahun 2013


JADUAL WAKTU
PEPERIKSAAN SIJIL TINGGI PERSEKOLAHAN MALAYSIA
PENGGAL 2 TAHUN 2013

LAMAN WEB MPM

20-23 Mei 2013

Pin Pin car nak lalu

Hehe dapat Helmet kanak-kanak untuk raniah


Raniah bergaya dengan helmet budak yang dibeli dari kedai area ole2 sek 18. Asalnya nak dijadikan helmet utk bawa raniah naik motor kalo masuk jaln besar. Tapi dia xnak pakai bila atas motor, yang ni dia pakai pun sebab sonok 1st time tengok, skang dah simpan berabuk sudah. Helmet ni boleh dikira sebagai mainan atau perhiasan sahaja yer xder cop sirim ni.

Raniah skang naik moto freehair sahaja, merempit dengan abah di kala senja. :)

 
 
ni adalah signal peace! by raniah

What to buy in Hong Kong

Mickey n Minnie from HK Disneyland
Some of the stuff that we bought in Hong Kong! some are from HK Disneyland, HK airport, Ladies Market and the Gundam Heaven in JBO Hobby in Mongkok also Citygate outlet.

My Daughter love the the Dolls so much we ended buying one mickey at HK Disneyland and one Minnie at the airport (cheaper than HKD i think)

Ladies Market is a fun place to see stuff and bargain for items. the shops are selling similar product and item. Haggling is the best part of Ladies market. Some may just ignore your haggling offer which means the price already at lowest or they dont speak your language. They understand simple english and learning their language might be a plus when haggling.

My Gundam RX-178 wrapped too tightly

the content ;)
various t-shirt from ladies market, shoulda bought more
From ladies market
souvenir from Ngong Ping, really well worth going too
Ladies market also
My wife said perfume are cheap here, i honestly cant seem to care kekeke
From HK disneyland for niece and nephews
Ladies Market again
This is at the harbour mall HK, really cheap here, wife wants to buy everything LEGO
ehem replica's for family ;P
From JBO hobby shop, cannot bargain already cheap. bad cust service summore. wth its cheap!
Coach are cheap at the Citygate Outlet near to Ngong Ping
Citygate outlet stuff are cheap, this is a steal too
one for wife, one for mother in law


Ladies Market, bargain to 3/4 price they offer and you leave smiling


Pengalaman menjaga anak dara sensorang


Kadang kala kita yang ibu bapa ni risau terlebih. kita bayangkan yang bukan-bukan dan risau berlebihan bila ada kaitan dengan anak kita. Dijadikan cerita  Mama kena outstation dan sebelum nak pergi tu memang risau la nak tinggalkan raniah dengan abah berdua.

Benda pertama kena risau adalah raniah menyusu badan dan 'melekat' dengan maknya dari tidur sampai la celik. macam mana plak abahnye nak ganti nyusu badan kan? satu lagi adalah dia tak minum lansung susu formula atau susu kotak dutchlady tu or susu soya. dia tak minum dalam botol susu. nak letak air kosong pun dia takkan minum dalam botol. Rasa cam mustahil kan?

Tetapi masalah ini selesai dengan automaticnye apabila dia bukanlah perlukan susu untuk tidur tetapi dia perlukan insentif untuk tidur. Maksudnya bila dia dah penat dia akan tidur sendiri di atas bahu abahnya.
ada checklist yang aku set sendiri dalam kepala otak aku ni untuk pastikan dia tidur.
dah makan n minum?
dah penat?
selesa pakaian tidurnya?
dah tukar pampers?
mata dah layu? (step last)

Kalo dah lengkap semua tu bolehlah kita mula tidorkan dia. cara tidorkan dia biasanya letak atas bahu, lentokkan kepala dia ke bahu dan bagi dia tengok channel disneyjunir or babytv dengan vol hampir mute. Sambil tu dodoila dia dengan rocking badan depan belakang. Tapi nak letak dia atas katil kalo tak kena caranya dia akan bangun balik. so fuhhhhh tensen gak tringat brape kali x jadi nak letak bawah, kenalah dodoi balik. last2 aku baring trus sambil dia still atas badan, nasib baik dia baru 9kg lebey je. Kalo lucky dia boleh tertidur sesorang atas katil. atau kita boleh terbalikkan dia dan tepuk bontot sampai dia tido(ini jarang2 jalan)- dah tulis semua ni jeles plak dengan sape yang ajar anak tidur sendiri. jangan jadi cam kami! ajar anak tidur sendiri, dari baby lagi tau.

merajuk nak kuar @11.30 mlm pada malam pertama dgn abah


Hari pertama memang susah, sebab tak paham dengan peel dia. pe'el dia adalah bila dia ajak keluar maksudnya dia nak tidor or nak makan. mungkin sebab dia dah biasa bila kita keluar dari pintu rumah dia akan dapat makanan dan boleh tidor dalam kereta. Satu tabiat yang susah nak buang. So kami pun bergumpal sampai pukul 3 pagi sebab dia asyik mintak keluar je, mata pun besor je lagi. Hari kedua alhamdulillah dia tidur pukul 12, trick paling senang adalah bawak dia ke McD seksyen 3 yang ada tempat main, bagi dia main lebey kurang sejam baru balik. balik umah sangatlah senang, sbb dia begging untuk kita tidokan sampai takder susu tu pun x menjadi isu.
main kat McD

Aku sangat suka lepak berdua dengan Raniah, tidak menjadi masalah besar untuk uruskan dia, sangat suka berpeluk dengan dia bila tidur. i'll cherish these moment forever. patutla mama suka berkepit dengan dia. huh.





1st BE from Nuffnang

Setelah 'give up' untuk menarik hati Nuffnang dengan update bio dan update blog tetiber plak dapat Buffered Earning (BE) dari Nuffnang sejak dari 22 Mac 2013. last update kat blog ni pada 13.3.2013. last check nuffnang for BE pun 13 Mac tu sejak tu dah lupa lansung nak bukak nuffnang. rupanya bila kita dah lupe dia pulak datang. memang biasa macam tu la kan, bila kita nak tak sampai-sampai bila kita dah taknak dia pulak datang.

Baca dari blog lain mengatakan BE itu CPUV, Cost Per unique Visitor. yeke? ada gambar tunjuk Buffered earnng, tapi ini gambar lama la. Ini gambar masa 2011 dari blog lain. rasanya BE itu skang dipanggil CPUV tapi nama BE tu masih melekat dikalangan nuffnangers, bunyi cam vampires plak.

Ini plak gambar Nuffnang CPUV di blog armsrenee . Ini iklan ape ek Women March 2013?


lepas ni nak buat ape? ape lagi up traffic la kan....Walaupun tak generate apa-apa earning la ni, mari kita rev up balik usaha kiter. emmm..... tapi.... nak citer ape plak la ni....

1. citer pasal raniah development
2. citer insuran, haha terkedu saper baca ni. well ada orang yang cari jugak pasal insuran ni.
3. citer pasal study @ uitm

cam bosan je tajuk diatas... biarlah nak blog ikut sesuka hati jela.

thank you nuffnang dan sponsored ads, ini kira kontrak kerja la kan. you put trust in us to promote your product and we will deliver customer to you. cheers! gambate, Fightin!

Lost and recover

April 2013........nearly 16 years a friend who was very dear to me gone....... To heaven. I've mourned for him....pining over his lost... as i'm the one found him. Still, i could feel the coldness of his body.....when i grab him under the log, in the waterfall..... And hell yes, i have a phobia whenever i was near a stream, waterfall and even sea. PARANOID, people would call me. Like i care.... Only me and me alone knew what it feels..... Having it haunting your dream for years, night after night...... Suffocating me and nearly kill my spirit in living.

Losing him, makes every relationship i had felt bitter. Still pining his lost, because for me he is so damn perfect. Everytime, whenever fight occured, i would be crying, hoping that he is there to heal my heart..... Comparing him with others, feeling empty though i'm commit to a relationship.

Unhealthy relationship, one after another, because, i know, my heart belongs to a person who already not in this world. I'm suffering in order finding 'perfection' in every relationship i have. Self loath...thinking that i'm not worth it to other person, as i'm betraying 'him'... For searching comfort with other man...... Every year, for several years....whenever the anniversary of his departure... I would mourning, locking myself in my room, praying for his peace..... Remembering every moments with him, hoping that he will visit in my dream, reliving our sweet memory together. Neither i care that my action would hurt other living person who loves me. But, dont blame me, coz usually, i would fall in love with jerks!

Until....... I met him!

Him whom becomes my lover, him whom becomes my fiance, him whom becomes my husband, and now him, whom becomes the father of my lovely daughter. 

Love at first sight, i think. I met him through our small university club, when he became one of my junior. For two semesters, i just watched him, not knowing how to make a move. Confident that he will not acknowledge my present in the club, or i think he just ignore me, as i am being the most hateful senior (@_@)..... As well i am taken at that time. Just looking at him, makes me remember 'him' who left me, and his presence itself makes me felt content. Until an activity makes us closer, and a movie date changes everything, makes my desire to him even more subtle. How could i let go this perfect men in order to complete the imperfect me..... And for the first time in my life, i havent think of the late him. I just think of him, who is in front of me.

2 years of our flirting and no string attached relationship, for the first time, the late him visited me in my dream.... Without any words, only smiles, he letting me go..... Showing that the choice i made was correct. I woke up, (with tears of course), realising that me, myself need to let 'him' go to rest in peace.  That he believes that the man that i've had my relationship with is capable to take a very good care of me. A man who have taken a high responsibilities towards our relationship. Sesungguhnya, perancangan Allah itu maha indah.

Disember 2008, it is the end of all my nightmares. I gain my sleep, i gain my life and i gain my love.  I felt complete, and starting from there, no mourning, no more locking myself in room, pining for dead people. His love distract me from everything... And i am grateful that he becomes my husband. I've recoveed for my lost, and god gives me the most wonderful gifts in my life. A perfect family for me.

Why am i suddenly wrote about this, pouring down all my emotions in this blog? Because a good friend of mine is having a similar experience with me, though it is not her lover, but her good friend. I do gave her advice.. Just let them go. I do have a quote from season 1 'ghost' aired in 8tv, stuck in my head, but cant seem to extract it out, the meaning of the quote was telling us for not pining and mourning for the person who left us, but accept it and move on. Cause if they still visit us, it makes them as well sad. When the friend told me that she can't accept it, it is like a wake up call for me that it  already nearly 5 years that i haven't sent any prayers to 'him'....... Not even a slightest nostalgia about him came to me. What a disgrace me. But, i proof myself that i've move on, and my husband is the perfect man for me as he did not gave any chance for me to remember or anything. 

Thank you mr armseeker for coming into my life, giving me all your love, and perfected the inperfect me. I'm blessed to have you and our lovely daughter.

First love never dies, but true love can bury it alive. - anonymous. (Well, it's true!!! :-D )